A Great Day...

Well after my ranting about rude and horrible people I went on saturday and picked up my daughter. That made the weekend look a whole lot brighter. Today we are enjoying the day as a family. Briana and Destiny are inseperable while they are together and we all three get to go shopping later for christmas presents. Destiny won $50 at school from a fund raiser and she is DYING to spend the money. Christmas is going to be good this year regardless of how many presents the kids get. I think they are happy to be with the ones they love for a few days. I know I am happy Briana is here because I don't get to see her that much anymore. I have to make appointments just to spend a weekend with her. Anyway Life isn't so bad when you take a step back and notice the little things that make your life so complete and make you so happy even if it is for a few days. Everybody have a Blessed Christmas and a very happy new year.

Whatever happened to holiday spirit?

What happened to people just being flat out nice during the holidays? Whatever happened to treat others as you want to be treated? What happened to family life where a mother could spend time with her kids without losing wages from work? I have no answers for this and I'm sure not many other people do either. Listening to the radio this morning and WGRD Free Beer and Hot wings went out to 3 or 4 different families today and broke into their houses to leave presents and furniture and food and just plain make a good holiday for a few families who are less than fortunate this year. They made an interesting comment about how many nominations they had for this "holiday break in" and they were actually shocked that people with children live in small homes with no space and the kids sleep on mattresses on the floor with no sheets or pillow cases, and the fact that people are just flat out broke.Kudos to the Free Beer and Hot Wings show to showing the love when nobody else does!I read
an article in the paper about the veterans benefits and they said donations were up this year but the founders and big whigs were geting paid six digits a year, in the meantime 1 penny for every dollar was going to our vets who served in wars since vietnam!!!! It seems the closer we get to the end of the year the more stories I hear about people losing houses and jobs going everywhere but here. While we sit here true to our country and most of us very proud of what we have accomplished as a country but yet the people who are supposed to keep us safe AT HOMME IN AMERICA are leaving us broke and hungry. I know people who used to be extremely successful are now struggling to make ends meet. I am tired of this place and I can't believe how horrible most of us are living. I told Rudy today that I am so sick of working for NOTHING! I work to pay bills and yet my bills don't seem to get paid. For the most part they do but it's hard when they get your check before you do. It seems bankruptcy is the only way I can get money. If it was up to God we wouldn't even have to pay for anything! Thats another thing,why are churches who are "strong in the community" refuse to help people who attend church on a regular basis unless they have proof they pay their tithes and offerings. What about WWJD? I guess the fact that without God this country would not exist but yet the major politicians will not let God into the courthouses and law period. Anyway as we get closer to Christmas we need to remember the real reason we are celebrating and wish Jesus a Happy Birthday on Christmas day. Maybe at least one day out of the year people can stop being so selfish. Everybody have a beautiful day!

Can I be strong willed enough......

Well per my sisters and husbands request I have contacted schools to study criminal justice. I don't want to be a cop but I wouldn't mind being a probation officer or juvenile probation officer or something like that. Can I be strong willed enough to actually finish this. My patience tends to get the best of me at times. Maybe I am finally tired enough of my life that I realize I need to do something with it besides settling for less than acceptable. My husband works hard why can't I? I made it through basic training I can do this. I just hope I can get financial aid or I'm screwed. But the school does have scholarships for military and I got my G.I. bill. So lets all hope and pray that I can do this and finish. I will need the support of my family and when I am down and ready to give up I will need encouragement alot of it. If I do decide to go to this school I will let people know when I do. Wish me luck. Everybody have a beautiful day!!

HOLY CRAP COULD IT BE I AM SMARTER THAN MY SISTERS?!!!!

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Just when I thought it was gonna get better........

Why is it when I think I'm about to get ahead something shows up in the mail and sets me back again. I am so sick of life. I will just continue to take this crap day by day and hope for better. I'm not really down on myself right now I just am surprised by how no matter what time of year it is people just don't care about anybody but themselves. ( I went to the mall today) People are rude, nasty, ugly, and just flat out horrible and I have lost all faith in mankind all together. I wish I could just get up on a pedestal and tell all the jerks to F@&! OFF!

Ok I got an example. I went to the tobacco store to get more tobacco and there was a sign on the door that said "Be back in 10 minutes" so I figured ok no problem I got time I'll wait. About a minute later this FATASS old lady walked up to the door and started to complain right away. She did notice that I was there first but apparently didn't care. She then started to bang on the store window. Not just knocking but Banging. Finally after about 2 minutes the lady inside opened the door and apologized for using the bathroom. Then this rude woman proceeds up to the counter because apparently she is the ONLY one waiting to get something. So tell me why if she was so impatient to get in the store as soon as she got to the counter she took her SWEET TIME! I was standing behind her about to explode. And even though this eems like a long time the whole thing took about 5 minutes. So finally after her 5 minutes at the counter she left and I got my tobacco and went to the car where Michael was waiting patiently(HAHA). I started to back out and noticed a car coming so I stopped and the car pulled into a spot two cars over, as I turned artound to check the other side before I backed up again this B!TCH pulls out and almost hits me. Thats it I lost it. I rolled down my window and started to cuss her out and she put her arms up like what?!!! This woman was like 70. I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!! I love my family though. Now that I have vented I hope you all enjoy my story. Have a beautiful day!

Today

Well I suppose I will add another piece of mind today. I talked to Libby last night and I told her I wanted to go back to school for SOMETHING!!! I am starting to get bored with everyday life. I think I could try some kind of social work but have NO idea where to start. I searched GRCC and all I got was criminal justice which kinda sounds appealing also. Not to be a cop but something along those lines. In other words I still don't know what I wanna be when I grow up! HEEHEE. I know I don't wanna be this for the rest of my life. Rudy wants me to go back to school while working part time and he will earn the big money, he loves his job. I also REALLY want to have a career in the Army but I gotta be in shape for that and my motivation is zero. I suppose a few excercises a day won't kill me. But then again a career in the reserves isn't bad either, 20 years is not a long time. I love the Army and don't want to get out. It's nice to know I have a sense of family when I am not with family. Anyway, I am sure I will decide sooner or later (hopefully sooner) what I will do but in the sense of past experiences I will not let anyone know till I am done because it seems like when I tell everybody I am trying to do something I fail or give up. My impatience always gets the better of me. I seem to expect things to happen overnight even though I know better. I also feel like I cannot grow up. I know I am 32 years old but I wanna be 13 again. If I could turn back time I would have finished school like my parents wanted me to and went on to college. I would never have gave up Briana and still met Rudy but I should be finacially set and have a house by now. Although no thanks to our fearless country leader I would have probably lost the house and ended up in an apartment anyway. However I have come along way from where I was 10 years ago. I can pay my rent and most bills without the help of my parents now. My husband has helped that in alot of ways because he is way too proud to ask people for money. Ok I looks a though I am about to write a book so I will end this now. Everybody have a beautiful day.